The story about one of the most stupid thing I have ever done.

It is very embarrasing story and when I think about it I always feel like a fool. It wasn’t long before; maybe 2 or 3 weeks ago. I was going back home by underground. I was reading an english book, which I had borrowed the same day, when man next to me said: “Tickets to control, please!”. I wasn’t afraid of him because I knew that I had the ticket. I got my wallet out of the bag calmly and started to look for it. I was sure that I had put it into it. But it was’t there! I started to panic. The ticket-inspector was standing next to me and waiting for my ticket. I realized that I must had put it into my jacket pocket the day before. But that day I did’t wear it! I was so nervous that I already pretended to searching my bag. I was hoping that the man would get bored of waiting for me and go away. But he did’t. Then I told him that I hadn’t got a ticket. He ordered me to follow him. We got off the train. I was really desperated and I desired to kill myself.At first he wanted to go to the police station, because I had’t got my school identity card. I was near to tears. It ended on about 80 zlotys that I had to pay him. After it I bought another ticket and I went back home. When I was already there I reached the jacket and search it. And suddenly I realized that there is nothing besides the peace of paper! I was looking for this horrible ticket for about an hour and when I found it I was really angry for (czy to??) myself. I had it all the time with me (myself??)! I had put it into the pocket of my bag. But that day I was convinced that it isn’t there so I even didn’t search it. I felt really terrible. It was one of the worst days in my life. I still can’t believe that I was so stupid. If only I’ve searched my bag more carefully. I shouldn’t had got it to this small and almost invisible pocket. I didn’t tell anyone about this horrible event, even my best friend, because I know that she would be laughing at me.