Self Esteem

Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today and practised all the things I would say

But she came over, I lost my nerve I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know, I’m being used

That’s okay man course I like the abuse. I also know that she’s playing with me

That’s okay man course I’ve got no self-esteem.

We made plans to go out one day, I waited all day but she haven’t came

All this rejection’s got me so low, if she keeps it up I just tell her so

When she’s saying that she wants only me

Then I wonder why she sleeps with my enemies.

Well I guess I should stick up for myself

But I think it is better this way

The more you suffer The more it shows you really care, right?

Now I hate her a little bit.

But it happens more than I’d like to admit.

Late at night she knocks on my door

She looks all right so I’m ready to score

Now I now I should say no, but that’s kind hard when she is ready to go

For sure I am dumb but not a dwell

I’m just a sucker with no self-esteem.


Szymon